LOL. okie. I can only view my own blog by looking at the preview bit so i would still carry on blogging. Damn. Hopefully it could be viewed once again. xD

Haven't been doing much these days. Sleep TV girlfriend. Boring life but its good without school. xD gonna sleep now. bye

Damn. Something is wrong with blogspot again. I cant get into blogs again. DAMN.

Feeling really sick today. Have a bad flu and a bit of sore throat. Its most probably due to the sudden drop in temperature. Might be because i didnt drink enough water and smoked too much. I dont know. Having a bad headache now.

Didnt go to school today cause i didnt felt like going. Didnt felt like looking at the teachers. Ive send a email to Scott telling him Im sick and would be back when Im feeling better. Damn it. I wonder why I always get teachers that are fuckers named Scott. It was Scott Chew the botak back in unity who loves picking on me and now its Simon Scott the fatty who has a huge stomach like a 6month pregnant woman(im serious, no kidding) who loves picking on me as well. Gonna go see the doctor tmr and hopefully i wouldnt get the singaporean doctor who remembered me on my first visit because of ..... Hehe. Only my girlfriend know what happened.

Slept the whole day today because im tired+ sick. Talked to darling just now and she said she would come to my hse tmr. :) My parents would go to europe tmr for 18 days. HEHEHE. But the sad thing is they only gave me 750rmb which is like 150sing and i gonna live with it for 18 damn days. :( I guess ill eat at home everyday to save the damn money. They left me with with two dogs to take care of. Damn. I hate the feeling of my dogs waking me up every morning just to let them go to the garden to pee. =/

Im gonna go to bed now and sleep the whole day tmr till darling comes. :D Anyway, Im feeling better already, guess ill just fucking bear with the racist teachers in school for now till i fucking get my AS level. :S

Bad Day- Daniel Powter

Where is the moment when needed the most
You kick up the leaves & the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile & you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down & you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back & you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you & I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day

Just simply love this song.

What is happening to my life? Hopefully its only gonna be a bad day and not a bad year for me. I dont know what happened to me or whats gonna happen to my life. I dont feel like going to school everyday cause i simply hate the teachers and people there. I know teachers would start commenting on my attendance again and my family would start blaming me. They know I hate this school and yet when i came up with an alternative, they say im trying to escape.

I got a message earlier on and it all seems to start coming to me. All the bad things start happening to me. WTF is going on? I need a break. I really need a break to reconsider so many things. Everyone i know here seems to be throwing a question at me asking me to reconsider.

Should I stay one more year? Should I go to ningbo? Should I continue taking A2 Maths? Should I ...?I dont think i can take it anymore. Everything seems to go so well for me in others eyes. Does anyone really know what I want and what i really need? My parents dont know what I want. I tell them what I want but they just put my idea aside and go ahead with what they think is the best for me. My sister knew what i wanted and said i was just trying to escape from reality. Yes I admit im trying to escape from reailty but dont you know what kind of life im going through in school? You guys compare yourselves with me and tell its gonna be fine. Fuck it. We are in different environments and everyone have their own limitations. For me, I cant take it when I dont have a friend that i could click with in school and when my teachers aren't being fair to me.You tell me its only my point of view and tell me to live with it.

Fuck you, Im telling you. I hand in my work on time and teachers are telling me it aint enough. STFU. Telling me I haven't put in enough effort and haven't been serious in my work. Im trying to work hard and there you are trying to demotivate me. If you feel I haven't been working hard then fuck yourself in the ass. At least im doing my work and I hand in my work on time.ARG. Fuck my life. FUCK BISS.

Im so fucking full now. Just had japanese buffet with my parents and everytime i have japanese buffet ill be fucking full. Dont feel like doing my work now so i decided to blog first. I remember the last time i went for japanese buffet with my family was when my sister was still around. Shes in holland now and i know she miss all the good food that we're having here. Haha. Had a chat with my sister this afternoon and we were disucssing about my future. She said i should really consider whether i really want to go to ningbo because if i dont the school there i cant go any other university and a AS level is the highest qualitication that ill get. Shes said shes worried that i might not have the motivation to study anymore after my NS. NS is a waste of time ffs. Its 2 fuking years of my life. I can do so much things in that period of time. Sigh.. Too bad im a singaporean.

Oh yah. This fucking korean in my class took my business folder home on thurs and didnt tell me that he took it till today when i msg him on msn. I didnt touch my bag since thurs so i didnt realise that the folder is gone. I left my homework in it and i was preparing to do it today. Damn, i got to cycle to his house and get it from him. Fucking idiots.

LOL. i realised i hate every foreigner here and i dont know why. Maybe its because i really hate being in this stupid school so i hate my teachers and my classmates. Luckily i have my girlfriend and a friend, sunny who would go to clubs and cybercafe with me. Gonna go do my work now. =D

Yup, we managed to go to the zoo today afternoon. The weather wasn't good today in the morning, it was raining so heavily and I thought we couldn't make it. While we had lunch, it started raining again and I thought we cant go today. And darling said when she was younger, everytime she wanted to go to the zoo, it would be raining. Well, we still made it to the zoo and it was just down the road from my house, 10 mins walk. :)

The zoo wasn't that bad and it didn't stink except for the elephant's bit. It was fun afterall. :)

Just some photos to update though I don't have much to update as both my camera and handphone was running outta battery.





We were feeding these monkeys with peanuts and they were really cute and smart. Haha. These monkeys are our favourites and we went to the zoo basically just to see these monkeys. Hehe. Don't ask me why. Its only between the two of us. The little monkeys were really cute. They would steal the food of the older monkeys and climb up the cage to prevent the older monkeys from catching them.





And this giraffe. Its really short compared to those Ive seen in Perth ages ago. Darling said giraffes now are much shorter than before because they don't need to eat from the tree as they are fed so they don't stretch so much. And giraffe's tongue is really digusting. Lol.




I don't know what animal this is but managed to get a photo of it. They're eating apples and they're really cute.



Well, this is the famous panda from China. Its really cute aint it? Its in a room with air conditioning on. Haha. Only pandas get air conditioning. I overheard someone saying that only pandas can get such good living conditions. Haha. Pandas are all from Sichuan China and they are already extinction.



I don't know whats with this photo. My phone's camera is spoiled I think. My camera is still with darling and I would update more pictures when I get it from her. These are bears and they are really huge. We notice that every few minutes, they walk from a place to another and then stand up and look at the people. I don't know whether its trained to be like that or maybe its a battery operated bear. Haha. Just kidding.



I only managed to take a picture of this elephant's ass because its eating and its too smelly in there. We went in took a photo and we ran out. it really stinks in there. haha

Alright. Going to bed now. Have work to do tmr. Bye..

Yay. Just went to the bank to get my remaining 6414.20RMB which I earned from a game. Would be spending the money in Singapore with darling. :D There was initially another 4000RMB more but I took it out the other time to buy my motorbike which is gone now. :(

I looked through the photos which I took in xiamen with my girlfriend last summer. I saw a picture that we took in the airport while waiting for the damn flight to take off. The holiday was a disaster at the end because our booked flight got cancelled due to the typhoon and we aint got enough money to stay there any longer. Ok, enough of that cause I would go on and on telling you the details how I managed to get a flight back to Shanghai.





These two people are sitting beside one another doing the same things which we found really funny. I suppose they don't know each other but they seems to look alike. They really look like twins. LOL.

Hopefully darling would recover soon so we could go to the zoo tmr. It would be really fun. Hehe.

Not much happened today actually. Went to meet darling after school at parkson. We had dinner and sat down to talk. Talked about everything, in school, food and some other stuff.

Ahh.. Im not going to school tmr so ill have lots of sleep tomorrow. Would be meeting darling after she knock off. :P

Well, there was a physics teacher who left last thurs. Theres nothing special about teachers leaving actually but the thing is that the teacher went back to england without informing anyone. He just packed his stuff and left. Eun Jin told me that the teacher was complaining about how bad the school was on thurs and he left that very night. The other teachers didnt even know he went back till they went to his house and saw everything gone. LOL

Imagine how irresponsible these angmohs could be. This isnt the first time that a teacher left without informing the school. The fat mrs eastwood emailed all the parents saying a teacher left because of his health conditions and asked if any parents could go to the school to cover his lessons. Damn it. Fucking school.

I told darling about it and she told me that my english teacher last year was detained by the police some time last year. The reason? Caught with TWO prosititues. LOL. Hes none other than the lousiest english teacher i ever met, Mr Steve Marson. LOL. I dont think anyone would have expected he would do this. He looks so decent. And of course the school had to cover for him, they said he went for an eye operation. LOL

Cant imagine what these fucking angmohs do outside of school. Maybe lots of other stupid things these teachers did outside that we students who pay so much to the school dont know. These stupid teachers might not even have graduated from high school. Who knows? LOL.

My parents are going to europe next week to find my sister so ill have lots of freedom. *Grins* For now, im going to bed and laugh my ass off at the teachers. HAHAHAHA

Fucking koreans parents who think so highly of themselves and their kids. Its so fucking obvious that their kids are in the wrong. They are no longer kids and still messing around in the bus, hitting each other and shouting. sigh.. poor darling have to control them and still being bullied by their fucking parents when their kids dont listen.

Darling, dont feel so unhappy alright. i know you're serious about your work. Just do what you feel is right. Ill support you forever. :) muackss.

rang up nottingham university ningbo today and hopefully their principal allows them to make a reservation for me when i go back for army. :)

I feel happy about doing all my work and going to school everyday. I am at least living a meaningful life that i feel worth living for.

Xian Tian Hou Ku（先甜后苦）

I heard of this phrase a long time back when i was in my secondary school days. My mum told me about it and told me that i better not have this situation when i grow older. Im starting to feel all these things that my parents taught me when i was younger coming back to me now.

Now back to Xian Tian Hou Ku(先甜后苦）. The meaning of this word is to have sweetness first and then suffer later on. I played hard during my whole of secondary life. didnt really study at all in school or at home. I didnt take A-Maths and wasted an extra year in my secondary days. I didnt feel there was anything wrong with that till now. Im gonna take AS level next summer and i feel that my foundation for maths is too 'shallow'. Thats because i didnt take A-Maths during my secondary school and now i am struggling with my maths.

I didnt really expect things would turn out like that and i didnt really think i needed A-maths when i was younger. Now all i have to do now is to study extra hard to prevent the same scenario from happening again next summer. Hopefully, ill get my BBBs in AS Level to get to the univeristy i want and to spend my 4 years there with my beloved girlfriend(wife then) :)

My girlfriend and i both believe that i would be xian ku hou tian next summer. :) sleeep now bye.

First Time Blogging

Hi. This is my first time blogging. I guess ill start blogging about my life in shanghai and my days with my girlfriend, michelle. :)



This is my girlfriend and me. This was taken when we were in xiamen for our holidays in July and we would be going to singapore to spend christmas together. Btw, my girlfriend and I have been together since 4th march 2006. We love each other and i intend to marry her when i get to the age of 21.

:)

I know it would be a hard for us when i go back to serve my national service but i know we would be happy after that period of time. I love you darling. :)

Btw, guess i would be going to Nottingham University Ningbo after my AS level next year. I would be studying real hard as i need to get BBB in AS level in order to enter that university. My dad allowed me to go that university today. He was quite unwilling to let me go into the university at first as he thought a A levels and going into a singapore university would be better for me.

Got school tmr. Bye.