Phew. my results came out and though i didnt get what i expected. It isn't that bad. Im in the final year of highschool and Im retaking my exams to get straight Bs hopefully in mid oct or nov. Attendance in school has always been a problem for me. My classmate was like saying to me yesterday 'why aren't you always in school and you got better grades than Eric who is in school like every other day? have you been secretly studying at home?' I was like. ' er, i dont know. Probably because I'm lucky?'

And today, i went to my form class and the teacher walked in and said ' Jerome isn't here today, is he?'. 'Im here, miss'. She passed some shit to give to my parents and she said ' Im sorry, i thought you wouldn't be here.' The teacher is new and I bet my vice-principal should have told her something.

Another incident happened and it is concerning my attendance again. After the fire drill, i was walking back to common room and this korean girl whom I never talked to before said ' Where're you going Jerome?' I answered and she said 'I supposed you're having free now huh? Btw, why are you always not in school? We were like always wondering why you always disappeared for a few days last year and disappeared halfway through the day.' I was short for words, i just smiled and wanted to walk off avoiding this conversation. 'Would you be here for school everyday this year?' she asked again. 'Ill be here if I needed to.' I was so shocked after these incidents. Hmm. Why is she asking these questions? Did she talk to some teachers or is she just being nosy? Who cares. I promised myself and darling that Ill study hard this year so I wouldn't be skipping lessons or school much this year.

Tired. Im so tired. I cant sleep at nights and Im so tired during the day. Gonna be a long day in school tmr and my business work is due tmr. :( I have to go finish up my homework and try to sleep.

Sometimes in life, things unexpected happen. You just cant find the solution to it Perhaps there is no solution to it. You just have to live with it, accept it and live on with your life. Life is full of obstacles, i just came across one and I think Ive managed to overcome it. :) Thank god its all over.

I skipped school yesterday and Im going back to school after a long vacation for about 5 months. I hope everything would be fine. Its probably my last year in high school. I promised to work hard and I will. Well. Thats it i guess. :)

LESSON OF THE DAY.
Forgive and forget would be the best solution most of the times.

ahhhhhh. Everything is fine now. Its all over. It was like a nightmare, Im glad i woke up and everything is back to normal.

Schools starting in 3 days time and I haven't adjusted my sleeping hours back to what a student's sleeping hour should be like. I didn't know it was orientation today and I didn't turn up. I dont know what school will be like next year but I really wish it would be fine. I would study really hard this year as its my last year and it would determine my future. Im glad at least i got Bs in 2 of my history papers. I failed the other one and I don't know why. I failed Maths as expected and I haven't got my Business results. Gonna sleep for now. Bye

Sigh. So much things happened recently. Reeve is here in shanghai and sure enough i was happy but things didn't go well for me. I couldn't stop thinking and I couldnt stop crying.

The damage was done and the pain is still there. I don't know what to do and Micheal Scofield wouldn't be here to help me. I am so lost. I dont feel like going back to school next Monday. Results didn't turn out as I had expected. Life is such a pain in the ass :(

Im back from Singapore and Shandong. :) I thought fun would end when i come back from Shandong but Reeve is coming over to Shanghai. Great aint it. More than a month of fun with my gf and best friends. Time spent with my girlfriend in Shandong was really enjoyable although our expenses were tight. My dad didn't gave me enough to spend but sent some money over to me later on. I bought fishing rods and a remote helicopter which spoilt because i played it in my hotel room. :( Finally went fishing in the sea. Caught some small fishes which looked like tuna and they are slightly longer than palm-size. Would upload photos when I find the time to do so. Meanwhile, I should sit back relax and wait to have fun with Reeve when he comes tmr.