im back in singapore and my internet is so cocked up here. Internet is so fucking slow, i cant sign in to msn sometimes and i cant even open my email account. Singapore is so damn hot. The sun is killing me on afternoons. I dont know why i feel so strange in Singapore this time i came back. I feel people aren't treating me the way they used to. I guess its because I look more matured and not 'ahbeng-ish' at all. I was outside far east on wednesday and two malays came talking me while i was smoking. They were short conversations but i feel strange because no one ever came up to me in the past. And yesterday i was in Westmall with eugene, an european came asking me for a cigaratte. A singaporean wanted to borrow my handphone when i was in town after westmall. How strange. Do i seem like im fucking friendly or do i look like a guy ready to be cheated.

Ah. I was drinking with sam, eugene and weiping last night and i got so fucking drunk. I cant really remember how i got home and how i got myself all wet. I only remember muttering nonsense to them and i cant remember anything else. im having a fucking headache now and i havent ate since yesterday afternoon.

long time since Ive blogged. darling is sick these days =( hope she would get well soon. School is a little better these days as i kinda get hold of the maths formulas. my maths teacher, Mr cooper is a really good maths teacher. hes responsible and teaches really well. the yr 12 Koreans got banned from the library and they're always in the common room now. damn. they're always in the common room playing 'pao pao ka ding che', a Chinese racing game. ha. now the common room is 'hijacked' by the Koreans, now it stinks of kimchi and onions.

im trying to find a room when i go back to singapore in dec. damn. its such a pain in the ass. arg.