Yay, Im getting a new laptop from my dad for my birthday! My current one is so slow and full of virus. Hmm like someone said, its probably old like me already. Haha. I feel so blessed all of a sudden. I get whatever I want from my parents most of the time. Ill probably repay them by not wasting their money on senseless stuff like clothes and making them happy by smoking less :) Well, Im smoking so much lesser now and I wouldnt have been able to do it without you ;) thank you lol. (you know who you're)

Well, I dont know whether im gonna throw a party next weekend cause its so troublesome but we'll see. :D

Easter Holidays.

Last school holiday that i could actually enjoy without much stress. The school holiday would be in May and by that time, I would be so stressed over sch and examinations. Ill be going back in about 3 months time and the thought of going back for national service disgust me so bad. I hate it so much. wasting 2 yrs of my time doing shit while my classmates are enjoying college life in other parts of the world. Ive been here in Shanghai for more than 2 years and when i first came here, i dread it so much but thinking of it, i actually enjoyed life here. Less than 180 official school days a year but of course i skipped more than a quarter of it lol.

Guess ive learned so much in my 2 years here. Life experiences that I would never forget and communication skills with people from different parts of the world. Learning their culture and learning how to deal with different kind of people. I should really thank my dad for bringing me here or ill be a junkie in singapore, doing shit all day and probably wasting my life away. Ive got the chance to 're-live' my life and recieve proper education. :)

well, a lil update of my life. I cut down smoking by a lot and I stopped the obsessions for labels. Thats pretty good aint it. I sold my scooter and I taken the money from my lunch card. These totalled to quite a sum of money which i would save up.

PS: I cant wait for DJ Tiesto's live performance :D

A levels are approaching, work load increases and the amount of stress I get from my teachers is unbearable. Attendance isn't really a trouble for me anymore because I attend school almost everyday after the Christmas holidays. Basically, I dont have a life now. School, home, homework, sleep and the process goes on and on weekday. Well, at least I do get to spend some quality time with my parents over the weekend. I spend more time in school because teachers can't finish the syllabus and are giving us hell lots of extra lessons. I get to know each and every one of my classmates better because of the time spent with them during break, lunch and free periods between lessons. Some aint as annoying as I thought they would be and some aint as good as i thought they were.

I dont know why the obsessions for labels is getting so bad these days. My mum took a look at cloest and she almost went crazy. I took a look at my receipts and bills and realised i am spending way too much. Probably my mum is right, I shouldnt have applied to online banking and I cant have too much money to myself. I think this addiction would stop when my mum stops paying my bills and when I have to make my own money. hahaaaaaaa