Tomrrow is the 27th. It has been one year since I came to Shanghai. Im probably partying out there this time last year. I didnt want to come last year because I didnt know if i would adapt to the environment here and stuff like that. I didnt want to leave the place i lived in for the past 17 years. I liked what I had last year but I was wrong. I didnt know people needed changes and people needs to move on. They cant possibly stick around their teenage life all their life. Everyone has grown up and everyone moved on.

If you asked me whether I regreted coming here. I would say no. I learned many things here. I learned to be more realistic and I learned how to be an adult. There are some things that you dont like and theres nothing that you can do about it so you have to grow with it and get over it. Ive learned what to say and what not say infront of others. These are things I think ive learned from BISS.

Ive learned how to care and protect the girl that you love. Ive learned to be more sensitive at times and not to say the things I shouldnt be saying. Although Ive learned these things, I still fail not to apply them when Im with darling. :) I feel so carefree when im with her. Ill forget all the unhappiness I have. :) i love you darling.

Time really doesnt wait for people. Im already 18 now the first time in unity seems like yesterday. I could still remember the happy times we had very clearly. I miss unity and my friends ive made from unity. Christmas is near and Im coming back with my darling. I guess we would have lots of fun together. :)