wasted on the last two nights in singapore. Went clubbing with reeve and eddie on both nights and Reeve was so drunk on both nights. phuture was so crowded on friday night and i didn't really like trance but i didn't have a choice. I could hardly get to the dancefloor and the dancefloor was so packed. Both reeve and eddie were drunk on friday night and I didn't enjoy myself that much as I had to kinda of look out for them. MOS on saturday was fucked up. We got into a fight with a Malaysian but as both parties didn't pursue the matter, the case was dropped. It was such a long time since I got into a fight and I didn't expect we would have a fight at MOS. Im too lazy to elaborate on how it happened and what really happened in details as I have to catch the morning flight back to Shanghai later on. Anyway, bye bye Singapore and my friends here but hello to Shanghai and my girlfriend. :)

Damn it reeve. Brought me to a salon to cut a 'ah-mao' hair like a malaysian ah beng. nabei.

I just came back from Shell to get my cigarettes. I had the urge to drive my sister's Suzuki out to Shell but the fear of getting caught stopped me. I couldn't sleep without the filthy smoke down my throat. I was reminded by my mum's words back when i was in Primary 6. I was caught possesing cigarettes for the first time back then and my Mum told me the harmfulness and addiction of cigarettes but I ignored them. She still nags at me whenever she see cigarettes in my pocket. I know I should have listened to her but the temptation just keeps coming back. Arg.. Fuck it. Im going to bed. Meeting Reeve 12 tmr and I know I wouldn't be able to wake up on time.

I hate my house in Singapore so muchhh. My room faces the main road and in the middle of the night, i could hear the sports car and motorbikes on the damn road. Its so fucking irritating. The damn vehicles are probably modified so they give out such a irritating sound whenever it passes my estate. As I wanted to smoke in the room, I have to open the windows when I sleep or my mum would wake me up the next morning just to nag at me. She said this damn condo is small so the smell of cigarette would spread to the whole house if I didn't open my windows after i smoked in the room. And early in the morning, the birds would be chirping and it would fucking wake me up.

The damn room is so dusty as I only come back twice a year and that my sister is just too lazy to clean up my room. I never fail to get a flu and my lungs hurt so badly whenever i came back to Singapore. I miss my Shanghai room so much. Its so cosy and my parents would never nag at me for smoking in my room with the air-conditioned on. And now i ran out of cigarettes and I have to go to Shell which is 10 minutes walk away from my apartment. I could simply just walk out of my estate to get fucking cheap S$1.50 Double Happiness Cigarette.

6 more days and im going back. 6 nights seems long yet we still have so much to catch up on. Money is a factor and time is another. Yet i miss darling so much. How i wish shes here with me. 6 more nights and i could see her once again. 5.55am and im going to sleep. Good night.

I don't know if anyone is still reading my blog because i didn't blog for such a long time. I'm coming to Singapore on the 18th. Ive been fine all these while, playing CS till late at night and waking up in the afternoon. Darling and i have been doing all the things couples would do on dates. We've been going to the arcade lately and collecting tickets to exchange for stuff. I want to exchange for the remote helicopter but i think ill buy it instead. Haven't gone fishing for such a long time because of the weather.

Well we went singing today and we found this funny song. Its pretty hard to understand because of the ascent but its funny though.

long time since i last blogged. Im back from Beijing and Hangzhou. The Beijing trip was fun for the first few days cause my whole family didn't go on sight seeing trips for a long time. The holidays we went were usually shopping trips. My parents and my sister went to tour Europe last year but i couldn't go because of school. Beijing is like so legendary because of the old buildings from the past. But the buildings were mainly rebuilt because of the Olympics next year. It was quite fun in the begining but towards the end of the trip, we got so tired of walking in the hot weather so we just merely looked at the buildings from a distant and went shopping. I took some pictures but i dont have them with me now but ill update once i get them.