I hate my house in Singapore so muchhh. My room faces the main road and in the middle of the night, i could hear the sports car and motorbikes on the damn road. Its so fucking irritating. The damn vehicles are probably modified so they give out such a irritating sound whenever it passes my estate. As I wanted to smoke in the room, I have to open the windows when I sleep or my mum would wake me up the next morning just to nag at me. She said this damn condo is small so the smell of cigarette would spread to the whole house if I didn't open my windows after i smoked in the room. And early in the morning, the birds would be chirping and it would fucking wake me up.

The damn room is so dusty as I only come back twice a year and that my sister is just too lazy to clean up my room. I never fail to get a flu and my lungs hurt so badly whenever i came back to Singapore. I miss my Shanghai room so much. Its so cosy and my parents would never nag at me for smoking in my room with the air-conditioned on. And now i ran out of cigarettes and I have to go to Shell which is 10 minutes walk away from my apartment. I could simply just walk out of my estate to get fucking cheap S$1.50 Double Happiness Cigarette.